A lot of the people look forward to be under the spotlight. It is a dream of many of the young generation to get famous and be loved by others, because they see it from outside as a perfect world for them.
The question is does it really matter ?. If you are making videos or posting articles, that are in your opinion worth reading. Will it matter at the end, that someone else see them and reacts to them?. It is definitely motivating, but not sure how much value it adds into you, and your content.